Oh my gosh, I swear I am the only one that is not either pregnant or just had a baby in the last 6 months. I'm really feeling left out here guys. Maybe it's because I so badly want to be pregnant and I think when you want it so bad, everyone is pregnant.
My life has been in such a disaray for the last 2-3 years, it has never felt like a good time to plan a baby. I think we are all at a point in our lives now that it might be a good idea to start trying. I miss my little Kylee being a baby.
I think the real reason I've put it off is because I'm scared to experience something so beautiful without with my sister. I know I sound so lame and all I do is talk about her. But I love her and miss her so much. She was such a big part of Kylee's birth and was always there to help me whenever I need her. The picture below is my favorite. Kylee was maybe 4 months there. What a chunk!
My life has been in such a disaray for the last 2-3 years, it has never felt like a good time to plan a baby. I think we are all at a point in our lives now that it might be a good idea to start trying. I miss my little Kylee being a baby.
I think the real reason I've put it off is because I'm scared to experience something so beautiful without with my sister. I know I sound so lame and all I do is talk about her. But I love her and miss her so much. She was such a big part of Kylee's birth and was always there to help me whenever I need her. The picture below is my favorite. Kylee was maybe 4 months there. What a chunk!
I think my sister wants us to be happy, duh I know she does. It'll be a wonderful experience either way, I just need to get off my arse and start making a baby.
On a lighter note, I'm so excited for my partner, Amy, to have a baby. (Yes, if you didn't know she is 2 months prego!) It is such a big deal because they have been trying so hard and I hated seeing her sad when each month passed and the tests were negative. So I couldn't be more happy. I swear I am having serious sympathy pains for her and have lost my mind. Even more than normal! I really think it is the baby. (Ha ha. Or my excuse.)
5 comments:
I LOVE that picture of Amy and the baby, its so preciouse. I know Amy wants you to be happy.. MAKE BABIES MAKE BABIES MAKE BABIES!!!! Thats all i have to say =)
I vote to make babies too! That child will be a gift personally kissed by your sweet sister!
oh i want you to have a baby too. get busy lady. it'll happen. until then if you want to borrow miles have at it. ha. that picture is great of amy & kylee. i bet you miss her so much. you know she's probably whispering to you every night to get busy with this baby making business too. love you.
no jordy is really good. she's a little momma bear. she would get upset every now and again and say "why do you yell at me but not at miles" but overall she's amazing with him and she's such a good helper.
Thank you Shelly! I'm so glad i have a supportive friend/BOSS(jk)like you. P.S. That picture is SO beautiful. When you do have your next child, you can still talk to Amy everyday about things:)She'll hear you.
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